My firefly heart

Most hungover ive been in 6 months . 

i seriously cannot trust myself with vodka, a short dress and a party full on non lesbians. I was hitting on this girl who had a really dykey haircut , but then i realised that she was the new  straight girlfriend of one of my guy friends 

I was so shocked , but then i thought of Andrea Gibsons poem , Jewellery Box and the line ” I can gurantee a haircut will never tell you anyrhing about someone’s gender, who they love, or how they fuck” …………It really is so fucking true. 

What should i eat/ drink to feel better/ somethubg that will stay down?

Dear M. 

Its been 4 months since we broke up, and im still not over you.

PLEASE do me a favour and stop making it so hard for me, by flaunting the fact you are so over me and are having such great fun without me. 

I hate the fact that i can’t look at a pretty girl with short brown hair and not think of you.  I miss fan-girlin’ over The L word with you, i miss your 3 am phone calls when you couldnt sleep, and neither of us could sleep because we had grown accustomed to holding each other while we slept. 

And i wish you were here, i wish you had never left. But mostly i wish you well, I wish you my very,very best

xxx- soph